Viet Cong rockets and mortars shattered
Saigon’s peace early in the morning of May 5, 1968. The renewed fighting led Wallace Terry, a Time magazine correspondent, to believe that a new Communist
offensive against the South Vietnamese government and its American allies might
be at hand. This attack became known as the second phase of the Tet Offensive,
which had first been launched against targets throughout South Vietnam by the
VC and the People’s Army of Vietnam on January 30.
Terry, the first Black journalist to cover
the conflict for the mainstream media, quickly huddled with his Time colleague
John Cantwell, a former weightlifter who spoke three Chinese dialects, loved
Asia, and possessed a “little boy’s charm that belied the Mephistophelean arch
of his heavy eyebrows,” Terry remembered.
The two men had grown close during their
time together in the middle of a war zone. “In a sense, we are
both outsiders who want to belong,” said Terry. He was delighted by Cantwell’s penchant
for playing a whistle for the birds he kept at the villa the magazine used
for its headquarters at Number 7 Han Thuyen, hoping they would answer with
their songs. One night at the Embassy Hotel where they lived, the men went onto
its roof with a bag of hamburgers, munching on them while rockets and flares
lit up the city spread below them. “We decide this is one war we don’t want to
lose our lives in,” Terry later said. “For both of us, Vietnam is making less
sense each day.”
Cantwell shared with his colleague his
fears about dying in the war. He had already survived a forced landing in a
helicopter and had watched, horrified, as a soldier he was interviewing had his
head blown off by an enemy bullet. Cantwell dreaded the effect his death would have
on his wife and children in Hong Kong. “It would be bloody stupid,” Cantwell
confided to his friend.
With a lull in the fighting, Terry had
been looking forward to a visit from his wife Janice. After her arrival,
however, fresh attacks broke out in Saigon. The Time newsmen discussed what
their assignments should be. One of them would have to attend a military
briefing, while the other roamed the city, investigating damage inflicted by
the enemy. When Terry told Cantwell to go to the briefing while he took to the
streets, the Australian objected. “No, man,” Cantwell told Terry. “Janice is
here. She’ll be frightened. You should stay with her. I’ll go out.”
Terry agreed
but warned his friend to avoid such potentially hazardous areas as Tan Son Nhut
airport and Cholon. Before Cantwell set out to roam the city, other reporters—Frank
Palmos, an Australian; Bruce Piggot and Ronald Laramy from Reuters; and Michael
Birch from the Australian Associated Press—asked if they could join him.
Cantwell agreed and the journalists drove away in their Mini Moke at 8:20 a.m.
Terry’s advice to Cantwell went unheeded.
Chasing after two U.S. helicopter gunships attacking a suspected enemy force,
Cantwell drove down a dirt road directly into the VC patrol, who, according to
Palmos, appeared to be holding the perimeter armed with Soviet-made weapons,
including an AK-47 assault rifle and a “burp gun,” a PPSh-4 submachine gun.
“The burp gun and the AK47 pushed bullets for a full 10 seconds through the
jeep,” recalled Palmo. “I jumped to the left, staggered about ten yards,
pretending I was hit, then fell.”
When the gunmen began reloading their
weapons, he jumped to his feet and dashed away, compelled to by the vision of a
VC gunman who had finished off his wounded friends with a .45-caliber handgun.
“He seemed to enjoy his work,” Palmos recalled. “Not only did he ignore all
pleas of innocence, killing Westerners seemed to appeal to him. Some honour for
him. No possible response for us. He had, in his mind, killed five Western
enemies.” Commandeering a three-wheel pushcart, Palmos went about a mile until
he came upon and Australian soldier, who “rode shotgun” with him until they
made it to safety with U.S. military police.
An exhausted Palmos, his clothes torn to
shreds, made his way to Time’s villa. He staggered inside, crying out to
all who could hear that his companions had been slaughtered. Although stunned
by the news, Terry was determined to find out what had happened to Cantwell,
even at the risk of his own life. “I let him go there,” he reminded himself.
“If he is alive, or dead or captured, I have to know. I owe him that.”
Terry had help. Zalin “Zip” Grant, a South
Carolina native and former U.S. Army intelligence officer in Vietnam, had
worked with Terry in Time’s Washington, DC, bureau. “He was a tough
soldier who became a tougher correspondent,” Terry recalled. “Hot-tempered but
cool under fire, he doesn’t suffer fools.” The two men were, in a sense,
opposites. “He is white; I am black. He was born in the South while I am from
the North. He went to segregated schools while I was, finally, a product of
integration,” noted Terry. “He favors Italian suits, drives a Porsche and
chases pretty women. I dress Ivy League button-down, motor about in a Chevy and
play father to a Brady Bunch.”
The newsmen shared, however, the same hopeful
vision about race in America—dangerous opinions that prompted the South
Carolina legislature to deride Grant as a traitor to the South and a
“communist” for his support of integration. But to Terry, there was something
“truly principled” about this white Southerner that drew the men together to
become friends. Janice telephoned Grant at the Continental Hotel where he was
staying and asked him to join her husband’s dangerous quest. Grant, who spoke
Vietnamese, agreed to help find out what had happened.
Gulping down a shot of whiskey in a paper
cup given to him by Terry, Palmos repeated his story for Grant, who did not
fully believe what he heard. “Was he really sure the newsmen were all dead?” he
wondered. “How about if one or two were only wounded and lying in Cholon
bleeding to death as we spoke?”
Terry and Grant decided to head out on
what became a perilous and frustrating journey to learn their colleagues’ fate.
Deciding to take such a gamble was not out of character for Terry. Beneath his calm,
professional demeanor lurked a self-confessed “roller-coaster fanatic” who
loved riding the dangerous, rickety ones
constructed from wood. As a fellow reporter later said of Terry, “The man loves
a thrill.”
The duo’s mission seemed doomed.
The duo first tried to attach themselves to a U.S. Army unit headed for Cholon.
The patrol had to halt when one of its tanks broke down, blocking a street for
several hours. A Chinese photographer who knew the area offered to guide the
reporters, but the eerily quiet streets unnerved the cameraman, and he dropped
out.
Stopping for help at a South Vietnamese police precinct, Terry and Grant
came upon its commander, dressed from head to toe in combat gear, sitting down
to enjoy his morning meal. “Here he was preparing to tuck into a leisurely
breakfast,” Grant remembered, “while his precinct was being overrun by the Viet
Cong. And—more to our point—while Cantwell and the others could have been
bleeding to death.” An angry Grant tore into the policeman with a mixture of
Vietnamese and American profanities. Remarkably, the commander did not react
with anger. Instead, he offered to accompany the reporters, providing
protection with an armored car.
Luck seemed to be with the reporters. It
did not last long. The convoy only traveled for a few blocks. The commander
decided it was too dangerous for his men to proceed. At 1:00 p.m. the Americans
hired a yellow-and-blue Renault cab, whose driver agreed to proceed at a cost
of $10 per block, “a king’s ransom,” noted Terry. The sound of
automatic-weapons fire, however, stopped him in his tracks. “No amount of money
is worth this,” the driver told them.
Grant and Terry forged ahead. “We start
walking down the street side by side, like gunslingers on the way to the O. K.
Corral,” Terry later wrote. “Suddenly it becomes so damn quiet.” They walked
past a group of South Vietnamese paratroopers, who smiled at them from a
doorway but said nothing. “This is impossible,” Grant told Terry. “The VC are
everywhere. It would be suicidal.”
The newsmen drove back to the Time villa
to regroup. “Central Saigon is surreal,” Terry recalled. “There is fighting
going on a few miles away, yet here it is absolutely calm—almost lovely.” They resumed
their quest at around 3:00 and were finally able to reach their colleagues,
assisted by an American demolition team that had pushed into the area. Reaching
the site where Cantwell had stopped his vehicle, Grant and Terry were
devastated to discover that all the men were dead. “I am too overwhelmed to
cry,” Terry reflected.
Terry saw Laramy sitting up in the Mini
Moke, his arms still upraised, while the other reporters lay on the ground,
their “bodies are full of holes. Caked in blood. Covered in flies. Bloated from
the heat.” Both Grant and Terry estimated that Cantwell had been shot as many
as seventeen times. “I want to touch John,” Terry remembered. “I want to tell
him I’m sorry, that it should be me lying there instead of him.”
Realizing the VC might return at any
moment, Terry and Grant stacked the dead journalists in their vehicle’s back
seat as quickly as they could. “This is no time for a show of reverence,” Grant
told Terry, who had been trying to gently place Cantwell’s body in the Mini
Moke. “We’ve got to toss them in there and get out of here as fast as we can.”
Without warning, a group of thirty
Vietnamese clad in black pajamas, clearly VC, ran by the duo, holding their
fire but looking at the Americans with hatred on their faces. “Why don’t they
kill us? Perhaps it is their rush to get out of the area,” Terry thought. The
only thing he could find on his friend’s body was the whistle Cantwell used to
entice the villa’s birds to sing: “It was all that was left of him.”
Upon returning to his hotel, Terry gave
Cantwell’s whistle to Janice and told her the ghastly news about his friend’s
death. “We cry together,” he remembered. Walking into a press briefing the next
day, Terry was surprised to see the gathered newsmen start to clap. Perplexed,
he turned to see who might be behind him but saw nobody. He realized: “The
applause is for me. And for Zip. And, I will always feel, for our comrades who
died doing their job.”
Initially, Grant believed that his mission
with Terry had been futile. After the depression he experienced following
Cantwell’s death lifted, however, and he reflected on what had happened, what
he had tried to do with Terry’s help “made more sense to me than anything I’d
ever done in the war.” Always nagging at the back of Terry’s mind was the awful
thought that if Janice had not been visiting with him, he would have gone to
Cholon instead of Cantwell or at least would have been with him to encounter
the VC gunmen.
Cantwell, Piggot, Laramy, and Birch were
not the first, or the last, reporters to lose their lives in Vietnam. According
to Reporters Without Borders, sixty-three journalists were killed in the Vietnam
War from 1955 to 1975. They came from the United States, South Vietnam,
Singapore, Australia, Japan, England, Argentina, France, Laos, Switzerland, and
the Netherlands.
Terry estimated he lost twenty-two close
friends, most of them journalists, during the war. Newsweek and Time photographer
Bob Ellison died when his plane blew up at Khe Sanh. French photographer Henri
Huet and British photojournalist Larry Burrows were killed in a helicopter
crash over Laos. “Children toss a grenade into a friend’s jeep and blow him
up,” Terry said. “Another friend’s Phantom [fighter jet] crashes in the North
and he is never seen again.”
Terry was lucky; he survived. Thinking of those who
did not come back from the war, or were wounded or maimed, he said he related
to them “as a father” might. Several reporters he knew, Terry recalled, never really
got over the war.
The grisly experience did have one
positive outcome—it resulted in a lifelong friendship between Grant and Terry.
The men discovered what many troops in Vietnam, Black and white, had found
while serving together. “A bonding took place,” said Terry, “as much for us as
it did for the soldiers who risked their lives to pull comrades out of the line
of fire or out of burning helicopters.” Although their mission had been in
vain, it made sense to the men in entangled in the middle of a war that had
made so little sense for such a long time.
Among the horrors of war, Terry had also
been shocked to realize that America had achieved on the battlefield what Doctor
Martin Luther King had dreamed about—sons of slaves and former slaveholders
could finally gather at the same table. “We found a better vision of ourselves
and of our nation,” Terry believed. “We became more than friends. We became as
brothers.” For Terry, that was a lasting
message, in fact, the “only positive message, about Vietnam. The rest of it is
nonsense. Foolishness.”